I took a little blogging break this fall, and posts may continue to be more sporadic for awhile. I will post the rest of our Italy trip, but I need to interrupt that series for a minute to share some exciting news. Bryan and I are going to have a baby! When I chose my one word for the year, I have to admit that I didn’t just choose the word “GROW” because we were moving to a new place and starting new jobs. I hoped that our family would grow this year, too. Now I’m well into my 2nd trimester. Aaahhh! Oh, and we’re buying a house for the baby to live in. If all goes smoothly, we will be moving in January. I’ve been wanting to write about all of these life happenings in this space for more than a month, but it all felt like too much to express. How do you begin to describe such an experience? I’m still not sure. But I’m writing nonetheless, because I’m tired of not writing. 🙂
I don’t think we really, fully believed that I was pregnant until the first sonogram in August. Then I spent the next several weeks feeling horribly ill while trying to simultaneously keep myself from worrying that something could go wrong and also mentally and emotionally prepare myself for the possibility that something could go wrong. This sounds completely crazy, and it has been, but maybe some of my mom friends can relate? The first trimester was rough. It wasn’t until mid-October that I started to get my energy back and feel like myself again. This is a humbling experience in so many ways, and I’m thankful for all that God is teaching me.
I didn’t think it was possible for my sweet husband and I to be any more sappily in love with each other, but, my goodness, this has done it. We are both the oldest in our family, and this is the first grandchild on both sides. So, all of our relatives are going gaga over our unborn child, too. It’s so much fun. Do you ever have moments or even seasons of life when you realize that you’re making memories that you will always treasure? It’s a rare gift (for me, anyway) to be aware of that while it’s happening. I think it’s sometimes referred to as being nostalgic for the present. I felt that way the semester I studied abroad and got to travel around Europe with some amazing friends. I felt it when I met Bryan and periodically during our subsequent dating, engagement and newlywed seasons. And I feel it now. This time is so special, and I want to soak it up and remember everything. I hope to capture some of the experience here with updates over the next few months. Thank you for reading, dear ones. We would appreciate your prayers during this incredible time in our lives. We know that everything is about to change, and we are so glad to be on this adventure together.
Last year at this time, we were saying goodbye to my beloved Pawpaw. I still sometimes can’t believe he’s not here with us anymore. I’m so grateful for his life and for the blessing of this new life that brings some much-needed joy to this season for our family. Happy Thanksgiving, y’all!